Fast-Forward

As time goes on, I often find myself looking at the date and realizing, "Wow, a year ago today I never would have figured my life would look like this had I fast-forwarded one year." In the moment it all seemed so hopeless and all reason to live would cease to exist. Then something would... Continue Reading →

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5 Goals for 2018

I am the type of person who is very good at starting projects, losing motivation, and setting them aside to be finished...well probably never. I'm a dreamer, a creator, and a procrastinator. It is caused by several things from my infp personality to my lack of interest as a side effect of my mind. But... Continue Reading →

Rest In Peace

Within the past month there has been two suicides in the high school of my town, and it just is heartbreaking to see the aftermath of such events. The flickering lights of the candles that light up the high school parking lot, the mom's and families who hurt to the point they can't get out... Continue Reading →

Late Night Whispers

The night hours seem to be when my mind decides to come to life. Whether it is thinking of the most mysterious and thought provoking issues of the day that just passed or what my days will come to be like in the future, I know one thing is for certain. These midnight thoughts my... Continue Reading →

Winding the Rivers

Life for me lately has been a winding ride on a river composed of such wonderful things as well as some, well not so great. I still have difficult days, and I don't know that there is really a cure-all for the way my mind works. But maybe that's okay, maybe that is what makes... Continue Reading →

Discovery

I have made a discovery, and this is what I have found: the words you use to describe who you are, these words you accept as truth, they incorrectly depict who you are in reality. Words such as incompetent, inadequate, maladroit, unsuccessful, to name a few—what I wish you knew is none of those words... Continue Reading →

Behind the Masks

I have these masks I put on every day, which mask I decide to put on each day depends on the occasion. Who will be there also plays a large factor in who I decide to be that day. When I am with my family, I put on the “fake happiness” mask that makes it... Continue Reading →

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